The courtship stage

The unknown jitters, the fast paced heart beats & the mystical butterflies! Does it sound familiar? A lot like the courtship stage…… The incredibly exciting beginning of two hopeful hearts…. Every moment is like a dream, being happy for no specific reason & the spine-tingling feelings when you think of this special someone! The sheer thrill of the first encounter…. The dramatic phase is both pleasant & whimsical at the same time. It makes these two people so restless, perplexed & thrilled.

& this is what she asked herself when she could feel it happening…..

You, me & our starry world beyond this polluted world! Why am I not afraid of being vulnerable in front of you? Why do I understand everything that you are trying to tell me with or without words? Why you seem to be an answer to all the questions I have had in mind all these years? Something which I thought was so impossible & unreal when I used to dream about it, how come it seems so easily achievable now when you are here?

When & how this happened….? You induced this dead side of mine which even I had forgotten for so many years. How is it possible that you have felt & thought exactly the similar things which I had thought of discussing with you today?

Which is this magnetic string pulling me towards you in every conversation that we have? My soul found the pieces it had lost long back in the journey of becoming wise & literate as per the world around me. How did you make me connect to that childhood aura of my mind? Where have you got all these enigmatic surprises from?

How do you say those things I want to hear about? How can you listen & remember everything that I say & read between the lines? Waiting every moment for that charismatic moment to arrive & every moment that passes in this wait is equally beautiful. How are you able to remind me when I am actually underestimating myself? How do you help me find this passionate version of me almost every time when we interact? How do you make me come out of every negative thought that passes my mind?

How come this enchanting tuning so suddenly knocked on our doors? Why do I lose senses under this influence of lunatic adventure? How is it possible that you do and say everything that I had always wished that HE would be doing; in fact exceeding my expectations by going beyond which even HE had not done in my dreams…. Why this reality is so fascinating than the dream itself?

It’s certainly going to end one day as everything that is euphoric isn’t eternal but the heart & mind is so ready to take this leap of faith even after knowing that there could be unknown obstacles laid ahead on this path. Within this short span the kind of freedom, joy, cognition, strength, faith & trance this eyes have experienced is so inexplicable!

This journey is undoubtedly the most awaited one and I am so certain that no one would have been a better companion than you to sail through. The exceptional & unique blend of someone who has this knack of taking me to the dream world when I wish to fly & safely landing me back in the real world when I need to be back!

Immersed in your deep eyes, melodic voice, breathtaking smile & mysterious psyche, I am discovering the meaning of these two perfectly imperfect souls, unknowingly entangled without controlling each other. Hope to relish every moment of this trippy concord!